dear samantha
i’m sorry
we have to get a divorce
i know that seems like an odd way to start a love letter but let me explain:
it’s not you
it sure as hell isn’t me
it’s just human beings don’t love as well as insects do
i love you.. far too much to let what we have be ruined by the failings of our species

i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night
i know you would never DO anything, you never do but..
i saw the way you looked at the waiter last night

did you know that when a female fly accepts the pheromones put off by a male fly, it re-writes her brain, destroys the receptors that receive pheromones, sensing the change, the male fly does the same. when two flies love each other they do it so hard, they will never love anything else ever again. if either one of them dies before procreation can happen both sets of genetic code are lost forever. now that… is dedication.

after Elizabeth and i broke up we spent three days dividing everything we had bought together
like if i knew what pots were mine like if i knew which drapes were mine somehow the pain would go away

this is not true

after two praying mantises mate, the nervous system of the male begins to shut down
while he still has control over his motor functions
he flops onto his back, exposing his soft underbelly up to his lover like a gift
she then proceeds to lovingly dice him into tiny cubes
spooning every morsel into her mouth
she wastes nothing
even the exoskeleton goes
she does this so that once their children are born she has something to regurgitate to feed them
now that.. is selflessness

i could never do that for you

so i have a new plan
i’m gonna leave you now
i’m gonna spend the rest of my life committing petty injustices
i hope you do the same
i will jay walk at every opportunity
i will steal things i could easily afford
i will be rude to strangers
i hope you do the same
i hope reincarnation is real
i hope our petty crimes are enough to cause us to be reborn as lesser creatures
i hope we are reborn as flies
so that we can love each other as hard as we were meant to.

Jared Singer, An Entomologist’s Last Love Letter (via aveganpizzaparty) +
trade every scrap of dignity for absolution

trade every scrap of dignity for absolution

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it’s all too much

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Socially isolated. Not on purpose?

constantly losing words tightening my own God damned noose

I need to be fucking intubated before my throat forces itself closed

such an imagination can transform small talk with stranger to this magnificent level of intimacy 

Sometimes the energy just slips away and all that is left is a reality that is unlivabe

running out of air 

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lonely

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legasey:

Raspberry Margarita with this gem💎 @siostimpson

legasey:

Raspberry Margarita with this gem💎 @siostimpson

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We tend to think animals are lower than us, but all the scientists in the world couldn’t design and operate a bumblebee’s wing. We can’t jump or run very fast, and we can’t carry vast weights like an ant can. We can’t see in the dark and we can’t fly except crammed in a noisy tube like sardines, which doesn’t count. Humans compared to animals are almost totally deaf, and we can’t smell a fart in an elevator by their standards. We are finite and separate, and neurotic, while the consciousness of an animal is at peace and eternal. We strive and go crazy to become more important. Animals rest and sleep and enjoy the company of each other. We think we have evolved upwards from animals but we have lost almost all of their qualities and abilities. The idea that animals don’t have consciousness or that they don’t have a soul is rather crass. It shows a lack of consciousness. They talk, they have families, they feel things, they act individually or together to solve problems, they often care of their young as a tribal unit. They play, they travel, and medicate themselves when they get sick. They cry when others in the herd die, they know about us humans. Of course they have a soul, a very pristine one. We humans are only now attempting with the recent rise in consciousness to achieve the soul that animals have naturally. Stuart Wilde  +
undead-marcher:

fightblr:

kelskicksass:

infinitenap:

and plane tickets are not cheap

So much this!

Horribly accurate

Well that was a heavy plot twist

undead-marcher:

fightblr:

kelskicksass:

infinitenap:

and plane tickets are not cheap

So much this!

Horribly accurate

Well that was a heavy plot twist

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why Hemlock grove is this marvelous disgusting lovely show I don’t want to watch it because it keeps getting better and so on closer to the end le sigh

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demonkittysam:

Rats.

lil babies 

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